Lukas' surgery

Here is Lukas sleeping after we got home from the surgery. They gave him some sunglasses cause his eyes were really sensitive to light. So he had to sleep in them. He was pretty out of it for just a little while.

Last night, some people in our ward brought Lukas this really cute balloon. It totally made his day eventhough he doesnt look to happy in theis picture. He has been carrying this balloon around the house ever since we got it. It was so nice of his friends to get this for him.

This morning we gave Lukas a bath and since he cant have tap water in his eyes for 2 weeks we thought that maybe if we kept the glasses on it would make it so he didnt rub his eyes. It worked pretty good. I think we were able to give him his bath without any water in his eyes.

And this is him this morning with his really blood shot eyes. He is acting like his old self today so I think he is feeling better. His eyes look alot better then they did yesturday. We were worried he would wake up today with black eyes cause last night they started turning purple underneath. But it looks like they wont bruise.

Well, the surgery was a success. The dr. said it went just the way he wanted it too and was able to replace the muscles in the exact spot that he wanted. It will take 8 to 10 weeks before they know for sure if his eye was corrected completely so I guess we wait and see. Lukas did so good! He was so good before the surgery. He went right back and let the nurse take him away without any tears. We were so relieved cause I know I would have cried if they would have taken him away kicking and screaming. The surgery last about 45 minutes and when they brought him back to us, he was really screaming and throwing a fit. He couldnt see us and his eyes were just so sore and the IV in his arm was hurting him and so it took a little while before we could calm him down. He was just so out of it and confused I think. So..... I started bawling! I felt so bad cause even though I was holding him, he couldnt see me and so he was yelling for me and trying to pull the IV out. It was the saddest thing ever. But we finally got him calmed down and he felt a ton better once they got the IV out. Poor little guy. I bet he was scared to death. But after an hour we were able to go home. He was kinda groggy for the rest of the day but he would play for a little bit and then go lay down to rest. Every now and then he puts his hands over his eyes and says that they hurt and cries a little. But it doesnt last long. Last night he had a hard time going to sleep cause they hurt but once he fell asleep, he slept good. We have to put eyedrops in his eyes 4 times a day for a week and that is really hard cause he hates them and screams but we just have to do it anyway.

So, everything went well and we are so thankful that he is ok and really he doesnt seem to remember too much about it. He has handled everything so well and we love him so much. I realized how much I really love him and how much he means to me. Sitting in the waiting room waiting to see him again, alot goes through your mind and you realize a lot of things about life. I am so blessed to have such a sweet little guy and I hope this works and that he doesnt have to have more surgeries. We love our Lukas so much and know he is a very special little boy.

Weekend in Boise and OUR EXCITING NEWS!

Last weekend, we went to Boise because Brian had tickets to some college bball games. So Lukas and I went along to see some family too. We spent most of the weekend at Brian's sisters cause my sister had a sick kid and since we are finally to the point where no one in our house is sick, I thought maybe we should stay away. (Sorry Tina. We would have loved to see you more!)

And from the pics above, you can see that Lukas had a great time. We took a few walks to the park and even had an early Easter egg hunt for the kids in Rachael's back yard. Lukas had a lot of fun with that. He loved having his cousins to play with and got lots of exercise from all the running around that he did.

Lukas' surgery is in one week from today and can I just say that I am a nervous wreck! I just dont want to have to put my little boy through that but everyone keeps telling me he will thank me when he is older and everything will work out. They better be right. I am going to be sobbing the whole time he is having surgery I am sure. I wish I could be in there holding his hand and making sure he is ok. But then again, maybe I dont want to see it. Oh well, it is not like I have a choice. So keep little Lukas in your prayers that his eye can get fixed and everything goes well.

And now for the news you have been waiting for........ (For those of you that dont already know)

WE ARE EXPECTING BABY #2 !!!!!!! We are so excited and Lukas is beyond excited to have a sibling. He keeps saying it is a sister but I guess we will see if he is right. We find out on April 10 what we are having. (Two weeks from today!) I am about 18 weeks along right now and due on August 30. (One day before Lukas' b-day. And no, we didnt plan it that way. It just happened.)

But I am feeling really good and everything seems to be going good. I was sick up until 11 weeks along and then I woke up one day and it was like the nausea just disappeared. Not that I can complain cause I was just nauseous alot, no puking. So that is good. Lukas is so sweet though cause I try not to carry him and he knows why and so when he sees me carrying things he always asks me if it is too heavy. And he loves to kiss my belly and talk to his baby. He is going to be a great big brother! So... there you have it.... one of the reasons I havent blogged alot lately. I guess I have just had other stuff on my mind. But now that the secret is out, I will blog more regularly. Bye for now!

Update!

Sorry I havent blogged in forever. We are without a computer again but we are getting a new one soon so I will get back to blogging soon. I am on my parents computer right now and just thought I would do a quick update. Lukas' eye surgery is scheduled for April 3rd. I will be so happy when that is done. At least it is actually going to finally happen. I thought he would be in a eye patch forever. I am still nervous about it but I guess that is to be expected. We are going to Boise next weekend cause Brian got some tickets to some March Madness basketball games. So of course we cant miss out on those. Lukas and I are going along to hang out with some fam so that will be fun. My brother, Landon and his wife, welcomed a new baby girl into their family a couple of days ago. They named her Addy Lynn. She weighed in at 8 pounds 10 ounces. So she is a healthy little tyke. We are excited to meet her. Over all, everything is going good and we are happy! Keep checking in on us though cause if you havent already heard, we have some very exciting news!!!!!! (I will post more soon. I promise.)

Valentine Weekend in Utah

Over Valentine's weekend, we decided to go to Salt Lake City for a couple days to get away. So here are a few pics from the trip. I didnt take many pictures because I had the worst cold ever while we were there. Ya, perfect timing huh. But it was still fun. Lukas was very interested in the statue of Christ at Temple Square. He just kept looking up at it in awe. We also went shopping at the Gateway Mall but it was snowing hard the whole time so we didnt stay long. On Valentines Day we met my sister and her husband and son at the Olive Garden for some yummy food. It was good to see them. Then we just went back to the hotel and Brian took Lukas swimming and I layed on the bed and watched t.v. since my head felt like it was going to explode thanks to my cold. We did watch Twilight that night though. We rented it through the hotel t.v. so now I can finally say that I saw it. I thought it was good. Brian even thought it was ok. ( This being from the guy who thought I was weird for reading books about vampires.) So we had a fun weekend and it was nice to get away eventhough we didnt go very far. It is just nice to get away sometimes and spend a little family time together.

Not too much going on.....

Sorry for the lack of posts lately. There just hasnt been alot going on right now worth blogging about. Here are just some pics I have taken of Lukas lately. He loves playing in the snow and bubble baths. We had just given him a haircut too in the bath pics. Isnt he handsome? This weekend we are going to Salt Lake City just for fun. We decided we would go for the weekend and get a hotel so we can take Lukas swimming and just hang out. Of course we will go shopping and on Saturday, we are going to try to go to the zoo if the weather is half way decent. I think my sister, Candace, and her family are going to come with us and then we will all go to dinner. So I will get some pics so I can post them next week. Hope you all have a good Valentine's Day!

Pudding, Tractors, and a Sled

So, first off, I found Lukas yesturday beginning to finger paint on his body with some chocolate pudding. I am glad I found him before it got too bad. He thought he was pretty funny.

Also yesturday, Brian's parents came to out house and then took us to a farm expo thing. Lukas was in tractor heaven. He was so excited and loved every minute of it. So of course I had to snap a few pics of him. Someone else thought he was cute too cause his picture ended up in the newspaper today. So, I guess he is famous. (At least for today.)

A few days ago we were at my parents and my dad got a little sled out and pulled Lukas around for a while. Eventhough he didnt go down any hills or anything, he thought it was pretty fun. I think my dad liked it too. When my dad would ask if he was done, Lukas kept telling him to keep going. So my dad got some exercise I guess.

Lukas is a trooper!

Sorry I havent done very many posts lately. I guess there isnt too much to blog about these days. But here are a few cute pics I have taken of Lukas recently. Also, here is an update on his eyes: We went to the Dr. today and his eyes are still improving but he still wants to try to get a little bit more improvement before surgery. So yes, we are STILL doing the patch and glasses. I feel so bad for him. He does pretty good once the patch is on but he is starting to fight me alittle bit when I try to put it on. He will says things like "Not today" or "Please no." And it just breaks my little heart. He is such a good kid though. And we had to get some eyedrops today that dialate his eyes and we have to put them in his eyes everynight before bed for a week. I am not sure I quite understand the purpose but it is something like since he looks over his glasses alot, this will help him depend more on them. (Something like that.) And we just put them in his eyes and he cried and I felt so bad. I wanted to cry too. But after a few tears, he was ok. So we will check again in a week and go from there. He said it could be as soon as next month that we do the surgery but we will just have to wait and see. I just hope this is worth it! (I know it will.) I just keep thinking: He is two! You cant expect him to be ok with doing all this. But.... he has done really well. I think it is harder on me. I wish I could make it go away but then I keep thinking that he could have something alot worse so I should just be thankful that he is healthy. I guess I will update again about this when we hear more.